I Cannot Change The View
Are you in charge?
Not I, not me, I know,
There’s no medicine for what I’m feeling,
The stabbing sad that makes me low.
Can you tell the rain to stop?
Or make the sunshine blue?
What you ask of me’s the same,
I can’t feel differently for you.
I wish it was a coat I wore,
Or a wound that you could tend,
But the burning scar is in my mind,
It’s hidden far from mend.
This blackest cloak is blinding me,
A voice inside so harsh,
I yearn to feel nothing at all,
I wish for it to pass.
But i feel a thousand shards of ice,
When all you feel is rain,
Your filter differs much from mine,
Although we look upon the same.
So hold your judgement silently,
Til you nail jelly to a tree,
Or capture clouds inside a jar,
Can’t do that? Now you know what it is, to be me.